Week 5. Becoming aware of this part of you
November 12th, 10:00 am
Good morning and thank you for your interest in my work. Over the past month, I’ve been writing here about energy and how you may be more or less aware and how your Life Force Energy is affected by that of others. My intention is to create a place where you can learn about having more awareness and therefore more control over your life. The other aspect of this is to enable you to make better decisions, as you will be making those decisions from a place of inner knowing rather than making an intellectual decision.
I remember having some of those struggles with decision making and almost always going with the intellectual option of that decision, where I’d write down all the pros and cons of the various options. Often I was aware of a very strong discomfort within me that was my intuition screaming at me to make a different choice. I’ve generally been able to redo that option some years later when I had sort of lived out that initial decision to the point where I had some really hard evidence of the folly of that choice, however I had to live it out initially before knowing that there was an easier method. I’ve now realized that when I can tune into that ‘still small voice within’ referred to by Eileen Caddy in her book of daily readings entitled “God Spoke to Me”, my choices seem to be much more clear and I can be very decisive very quickly.
I know of many instances where those who have access and trust in this spidey sense have kept themselves from decisions that have saved their lives. Many people have been taught to discount totally this inner knowing, this innate aspect of us, and therefore, many of us have totally lost this wonderful aspect in favour of a more intellectual approach to life. This is unfortunate, as that wonderful, spiritual part, speaks less and less often when it is not acknowledged.
I am highly aware of the day I accidently poisoned myself with what I had considered was a healthy snack. I ate it while having a cup of coffee, and only several hours later did I realize that something was wrong. I was very comfy on my sofa, and when the doorbell rang, I couldn’t even recognize it initially. It was only after the second ring that I identified it and realized that I’d been there for several hours and that I probably needed help. In fact, I wasn’t even certain initially that I wasn’t just going to stay there, as I wasn’t afraid of the end of life, and this certainly wasn’t painful, however, there was this little voice, or as Eileen Caddy called it, that still small voice within. Maybe not so still, as it was very clear that I was not to stay there, it was not my time to leave, an that I had work to do that I came here to do, and to get on with it.
I realized later, that I was actually moving quickly towards death as my blood pressure was very low and that the poison (which I didn’t even know was present) was working very effectively towards affecting all the muscles in my body. One of the nurses in the emergency room asked me the most profound question following all the other questions
knowing that there was an easier method. I’ve now realized that when I can tune into that ‘still small voice within’ referred to by Eileen Caddy in her book of daily readings entitled “God Spoke to Me”, my choices seem to be much more clear and I can be very decisive very quickly.
I know of many instances where those who have access and trust in this spidey sense have kept themselves from decisions that have saved their lives. Many people have been taught to discount totally this inner knowing, this innate aspect of us, and therefore, many of us have totally lost this wonderful aspect in favour of a more intellectual approach to life. This is unfortunate, as that wonderful, spiritual part, speaks less and less often when it is not acknowledged.
I am highly aware of the day I accidently poisoned myself with what I had considered was a healthy snack. I ate it while having a cup of coffee, and only several hours later did I realize that something was wrong. I was very comfy on my sofa, and when the doorbell rang, I couldn’t even recognize it initially. It was only after the second ring that I identified it and realized that I’d been there for several hours and that I probably needed help. In fact, I wasn’t even certain initially that I wasn’t just going to stay there, as I wasn’t afraid of the end of life, and this certainly wasn’t painful, however, there was this little voice, or as Eileen Caddy called it, that still small voice within. Maybe not so still, as it was very clear that I was not to stay there, it was not my time to leave, an that I had work to do that I came here to do, and to get on with it.
I realized later, that I was actually moving quickly towards death as my blood pressure was very low and that the poison (which I didn’t even know was present) was working very effectively towards affecting all the muscles in my body. One of the nurses in the emergency room asked me the most profound question following all the other questions about what did I have for breakfast, and what kind of pills did I take, when she asked if I’d eaten anything else that morning. When I told her what I had eaten as my healthy snack, she understood what that meant, and quickly found someone who knew that I needed an antidote. Was there a still small voice? Was there some aspect of my energy field out there finding those who were there to help me to keep on living on this earth plane to fulfill that desire I came here to fulfill. I was told that it was not my time to go, and some aspect of me made sure that I didn’t go.
I have fully grasped, both from that experience and others, that we have this aspect of us, our energy field, that inner guidance system that gives us the signals to keep us safe, and not only safe from things, and people who may do us harm, however also from those who are not operating with us at a level that is for our highest good.
When I am needing to make decisions these days, and it may only be about who I have a conversation with, I always check in. What does that mean? Well I ask that part of me that is aware of the greater me, that energy part of me if the conversation will enhance my energy, my wellbeing, or will this encounter disempower me in some way. These questions can be very subtle, however, they are important, and basically these questions are essential when it comes to getting on with our lives, and fulfilling that task that I opted to fulfill when I chose not only to live on this planet for another lifetime, but to ask for help when that part of me that was fully content with leaving was told gently and convincing that I was not finished with my tasks.
That is my presentation for this morning November 12th, 2021,
I’ll be back next Friday morning Week 6 to share what I’ve learned on How Developing this awareness can affect you.